This is my first time ever doing a blog. I dont even know why I am attempting to do so in the first place. Maybe this can be a place where I can finally unload what is on my mind. I don't have anyone to tell my problems to. You know what happens when you tell your problems to someone. Eventually they will blab, intentionally or not, and then it is all over. Whatever bad you have said about someone is out in the open, or whatever you did bad that you told is out in the open. My husband ...